malam ini rasanya lelah sekali, sehari penuh melakukan aktifitas kaki rasanya penat sekali, mata pun hampir redup, tapi perasaan tidak ingin tidur, ada yang ingin dipikirkan, melihat dinding yang memajang banyak cita-cita, impian, jadi tersenyum sendiri. Ah, aku ingin bertanya kepada sahabat-sahabat hati tentang cita-cita mereka, iseng?? ah tidak juga, barangkali aku bisa membantunya, meski hanya sekedar lewat do'a. Sungguh.
Aku bertanya pada Angin, kemudian ia memintaku membaca sendiri di blognya karena terlalu panjang katanya,
ah tak tahu saja, seberapa panjangnya mimpiku, terutama untuk orang sepertiku yang hobi tidur sehingga lebih banyak bermimpi (pliisss mulai ngelantur dahhh :D :D, g enak kalo ngga ngerusak flow :p)
Future Letter
(judulnya, ini aku copaskan juga isinya)
Dear the 33 year old me,
Hallo, I am you, the ten years younger you. Now I am a trainee in my new company and this day is the fifth week of training. Since I was born until now I have passed a lot of tests in my life, I know and believe that the will be many more in the future. And I believe that I can go through them all, I am thankfull to Allah for all.
Okay.....
Now, I would like to told you something.
I hope ten years from now I will be a successful person in my job in my company now, in my own business, in my activity, in my education, in my life in this world or for the next life in the afterlife. And then I want to make my parents happy. I want my work, my education, my pleasure to be able to run concurrently or balanced.
Firstly, I wish I will have brought my parents to hajj at the age of 25th, and I want to perform to hajj too with my sisters and my wife ( my own family ) but not at the same time. I must know that if I cannot do that it means I am a looser. I want to build a store for my parents, because my mom really hate it if she just stays at home and does not do anything. I want to make my parents happy, and I want to take my parents to go around indonesia and world. I want to provide a comfortable atmosphere for their old days. at the time too, I want to send my little sister to study in university in japan, france, germany, cairo, etc. I want her to get a lesson and a master of science and to be a useful person for her life in the future. And at the same time I want to direct my first younger sister to be a successful woman.
Secondly, I wish, in my education, I will finish my doctoral degree, but before that ofcourse I will have finished my bachelor and master degree. The same wish goes to my wife too, she can finish her study until Phd. I hope I always remember to realize my dream to establish a school, that is kindergarden, elementary, or high school. Not for business interest, but for social. That school is dedicated to some people who cannot afford to go to public or private school. So, I must have my own business, a small business would be great in ten years later and that business should be able to support this school whats ever.
Thirdly, I will be married at the age of 25 with a different woman who has pursuant, beautiful, honest, faithful, smart, and creatife. And of course I will be married after bringing my parents to hajj. I want to go everywhere with my wife, and I want to have twoo children who are creatif, smart, dedicated, and devoted to their parents. And I want to have a happy life.
And lastly, in my job I will be a successful man, successful in my company and can bring it to be the world company whose products have been sold around the world. And I become the manager of my department in my company. And of course as I said before, I will have a small business that would be great in ten years later.
I think these will be mine, I would be grateful if my dreams come true. See you on year 2022.
Sincerely Yours
me, The ten year younger you
akhirnya, aku tahu, kita tidak benar-benar berbeda, aku seorang mahasiswi teknik yang bercita-cita lebih sering menggenggam tangan-tangan mungil, iya, aku ingin menjadi guru TK, jika tidak bisa, ah tak apa setidaknya aku mau menjadi guru terhebat untuk anak-anak ku kelak. Aku tidak ingin mendirikan sekolah lagi, akan ku sumbangkan saja semua uangku kepada sekolah-sekolah yang aku inginkan, jika aku mendirikan sekolah, Angin juga ingin mendirikan sekolah, atau jangan-jangan matahari dan coklat juga???? ah nanti terlalu banyak sekolah siapa yang mau menjadi muridnya kalau begitu, terus pendanaannya? Ah, aku memilih menjadi bukan pemilik sekolah tapi pemberianku lebih banyak dari si pendiri sekolah, aku tidak suka dipanggil "pemilik sekolah". Aku suka jika adik-adik mungil berlari-lari kemudian memanggilku ibu guru, ah betapa lucunya ya... Hemmm...
nih, jadi guru disini, pengennya :)
bersambung dulu yak......
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